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what are you doing?

Ben Hoyer - Monday, September 28, 2009
Yesterday as our evening hanging out the with folks wound down, dad sat on the couch soothing little Eleanor, Wes watched "Bear necessities" with mom and Megan readied all the the stuff it requires to take two kids anywhere. I sat and played on the piano they've had as long as I can remember. I thumbed through the hymnal til I got to one that I only slightly knew. I now hope they sing it at my funeral. To me it sings about reality. The truth of who we are and what we're called to that the busyness of life tries to distract us from. More on that later. Until then, here's the hymn:

 

For all the saints, who from their labors rest, 

who thee by faith before the world confessed, 

thy name, O Jesus, be forever blest. 

Alleluia, Alleluia! 

Thou wast their rock, their fortress, and their might; 

thou Lord, their captain in the well-fought fight; 

thou in the darkness drear, their one true light.

Alleluia, Alleluia! 

O may thy soldiers, faithful, true, and bold, 

fight as the saints who nobly fought of old, 

and win with them the victor's crown of gold. 

Alleluia, Alleluia! 

O blest communion, fellowship divine! 

We feebly struggle, they in glory shine; 

yet all are one in thee, for all are thine. 

Alleluia, Alleluia! 

And when the strife is fierce, the warfare long, 

steals on the ear the distant triumph song, 

and hearts are brave again, and arms are strong. 

Alleluia, Alleluia! 

From earth's wide bounds, from ocean's farthest coast, 

through gates of pearl streams in the countless host, 

singing to Father, Son, and Holy Ghost: 

Alleluia, Alleluia!


me and my car

Ben Hoyer - Wednesday, September 23, 2009
I don't know how well you know me, or if we've talked about it before, but I drive a "one of a kind" car. How I came to drive it is a story of the provision of the Lord. When Megan and I moved down here from previously living in Denver and St. Louis we thought we might be able to make it on one car. It didn't take long living down here to realize we underestimated the sprawl of suburban life, the heat/humidity of central florida, and the craziness of life with kid (now kids). Although one car wouldn't work, two would be tough since we were trying to let a family live on a first year pastor's salary. Enter the aforementioned provision of the Lord: Our gracious Father (earthly not heavenly) offered to let us drive one of his cars. He has been letting us drive it for over a year now.
As I piled into that tangible grace this morning I realized that it elicits varying emotions from me. I am alternatingly proud and embarrassed to be driving it. Proud when I think of myself as thumbing my nose at a materialistic culture, I see myself as backing up that oft-mentioned saying that a car is about A to B. Embarrassed when I find myself arriving sweaty from the lack of A/C or parallel parking between polished chrome and tinted windows. It has me thinking about how much of our identity we tend to put in our things. I mean how what we have speaks about who we are. Don't know how I feel about that.

the only living boy in lake mary

Ben Hoyer - Tuesday, September 22, 2009
I drove by the house of a friend of mine the other day who's having trouble with life right now. I looked at his house; it looked like most of the others around it. You wouldn't be able to tell by looking at it that life was hard inside there. That people were hurting and looking for answers. The yard was in order, the house panted, the roof looked good. It looked like every other house on the street. Then I realized that the same was true of all those houses. I was driving through a neighborhood and could probably see a fifty or a hundred houses as I moved down the road. All of them have families with people and issues. That's a lot of people and a lot of broken lives. As I drove I started to wonder about what each of those houses represented. Did they have families that ate dinner together, kids that were busy with life? Were marriages happy, were kids in trouble? What would evening bring as people came home looking for food? I guess it's good to remember I'm not the only person in the world.

a prayer

Ben Hoyer - Friday, September 18, 2009
Here's a prayer I am praying today:
I don't know why you have me where you do. I mean, I'm glad for some of the relationships-but I don't know why you've connected me to the people you have. I want to bless people with your words, and see folks get healed up. I want to steward my life well Lord, but I'm not always sure what step to take. I know you are not confused. Neither are you worried, anxious, or afraid. Today I welcome your wisdom, I am anticipating the peace that Jesus bought for me on his cross, and the joy. Father teach me to walk in your joy, and to humbly answer the questions you've put in front of me. All so that the sacrifice of Jesus won't be wasted on me, but I will experience the spoils of his victory. So hear me for his sake.
Amen

I roasted a pig, how about you?

Ben Hoyer - Monday, September 14, 2009
So here's some stuff I've been thinking about.
I listened to a couple podcasts lately. One where they recorded conversations with folks that worked and visited a rest stop in New York over a two day period. Sounds like it could be a lot of nothing. But it was cool to hear all the stories, workers from the Ukraine, divorced fathers visiting their kids, crazies doing pilates in a rest stop parking lot, and backpackers heading for the Appalachian trail. It reminded me that the folks around me all day long are in the middle of their own lives. With issues and families. That strangers are more than strangers. They have lives. Like at any given moment (driving down the highway, sitting in a restaurant, or at the desk at work) there are all these stories happening in peoples lives all at the same time. It's kind of overwhelming and cool to think about all at the same time. 

Another one interviewed these guys that are advocated doing something. Again sounds simple, but their premise is that lots of people want to do cool things and some even have good ideas but never really act on them. That the road to significance and impact in life starts with doing something. It could be small or simple but you have to start somewhere. They started everymondaymatters.com and the junky car club. It's nice cause it's makes me feel like I'm doing this stuff with other people.

A friend of mine and I had the idea to roast a whole pig (he wanted to bury it, I wanted to put it on a spit). That was several months ago. Saturday night we did it. With one other friend. It was a lot of work and took all night, but yesterday a lot of people enjoyed the meat with us. It was fun to see that we had a big idea (180lbs of pig is big people) and made it happen. I am already thinking about what idea I have now will happen in a couple months. What idea do you have? What do you want to do for fun

coffee

Ben Hoyer - Friday, September 04, 2009
I have been thinking lately that our capitalist culture teaches us that we are primarily consumers. That our job is to be shrewd customers, rewarding the companies that produce the products we want for the lowest cost. For most of my life, how these companies do that has not been my concern. Recently I am starting to change my mind on that. I want to try to avoid being complicit in exploitation, and be more intentional about the places where I put my money.

When I consider the life my King Jesus lived while he was here, he spent lots of his time improving the lives of the poor, I want to emulate that wherever I can. I can’t do it all at once, and can’t be sure about where all my money goes; but I’m realizing that each purchase has potential to help out. I’m trying to make changes a little bit at a time.  

It’s in this context that I’ve started to think about coffee. Where do those delicious little beans come from?

I like coffee. I didn’t always, but I learned with beauty of the bean 6 or eight years ago. It’s a treat that encourages me out of bed in the morning, and a special incentive in some slow or tough evenings. Recently I realized that people have to grow this stuff. I mean some one some where farms the beans you use to make that coffee. It’s a nice treat for you, but serious work for someone else. It tends to grow best in countries that are less developed than the united states. In fact there are people in the world growing great coffee, that are doing good to live in small shanty style homes with dirt floors.

Recently I got connected with a gentleman that imports that sort of coffee from several small farmers in Guatemala. He pays them a better rate than they could get even with fair trade. He just wants to bless them. I do too. I think others might as well. That’s why we’re going to find places to sell it. Maybe we’ll call it Credo Coffee...what do you believe?

Walking on water

Ben Hoyer - Thursday, September 03, 2009
This "walk on water" metaphor has really been sticking with me.
Tuesday: The waves felt like a pretty big deal
Wednesday: Felt ready to step out...water here I come!
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