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Vengeance

Jon Thomas - Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Last Monday I got a call from a couple that I had married just over a year ago. Her mother had been murdered in St. Pete (a community to which she had recently moved to). The killer was a very troubled man who killed his sister, her mom and shot two others who were at the house. He later killed a police officer in the standoff. He was shot 6 times and lived. Because the mom wasn't connected yet with a church body, they were just going to have a funeral at the funeral home by a stranger. The Holy Cross staff (Chris thanks for a great chapel for the Pre-school) was gracious enough to pick up my tasks that day and gave me the day to be with the family and do the service.

As I prepared late Monday night and read through the articles on-line, I was mad. The more I read, the more angry I became. It just doesn't seem right that a killer gets to live but a young mother dies. There was a part of me that cried for justice and vengeance even as I was reading Scripture to those in attendance.

Then I wondered if I have the same sense of justice and vengeance for my own mistakes. Am I quick to scream justice when I have wronged someone? Do I cry for vengeance when I have hurt someone? I know it sounds simplistic, but I am just as guilty in God's eyes. Judgement day is coming for everyone. Fortunately for me and for all believers, judgement day happened on the cross. It was a nice reminder of me to bask and to share that forgiveness and grace with others, even a murderer.